talk about slacking.
last time i posted i just got back from cairns and whit sundays which was amazing. we started the internship and kinda got a feel for it. since then i have sat in on a grading sesson of music videos, sat in on a shoot for a music video, been to four live television recordings, saw johnny knoxville get wasted on david tench, went out with straight up aussies, went surfing in a storm and almost died, rocked havana club, bet on horses and trumped the city with anna on melbourne cup day and had a ridiculous halloween celebration. i mean, its been pretty alright here.

so halloween was ridiculous here. whoda thunk that dressing up where halloween isn't celebrated would be more fun than dressing up in the states. after pregamming endlessly in the unilodge, in a stunning 80's track onesie, we went to a local backpackers bar to dance the night away. the walk and the bus ride consisted of glares and people smirking at us, "look, they're americans" didn't phase us one bit. later that week we dressed up again, this time as lilu from the fifth element. i like wearing wigs. it makes me feel like jennifer garner.

from the end of october to the beginning of november i was thinking about boston a lot. the fall, the holidays, the crisp air. i miss it. its great being here and i know that i can have that great fall feeling again if id like, but its just weird and intruging to think about the world and how far i am from everyone i love. some days i will talk to friends and when i am looking at the sky, think that they are just around the corner, but they are on the other side of the world. beautiful skies can deceive you into believing certain things appear closer than they really are.
the surf has been alright. i almost died about a week ago when i went surfing with steve and tom (villanova cats). it was raining and crappy out and i got sucked under a huge ass wave. i couldn't find the sky, opening my eyes under water i tried to get up. when i did finally find the air, i took a huge breath and tried to figure out what had just happened to me. two men, an aussie and a guy from europe were screaming of joy and exihiliration as i stood there in shock reconsidering my life and whether it was worth this hobby. they looked over at me and said "hell yes! hell yea! that was incredible, you ripped that shit." still not realizing what just happened, i tried to smile and stood there, shin-deep in water debating whether to paddle back out again.
nights at havana have been ridiculous. i have ventured three times to this club on a friday or saturday night. with a $10-$20 cover, the crew inside is glamorous, decked out in retro gear, usually shades on to disguise their drug usage and eccentricly dancing. oh did i meantion people dance odd down here. its insane and i love it and i am going to do it when i get back to the states, no matter how weird i look. its a kinda rave, hip-hop type of dance. can't really explain it accurately, but it entails a lot of shoulder jerking and kind of swing-influenced.

alex and i bought jumpsuits-retro style-and went out there one night with lil and her friends and met up with anna and val. it was unbelievable. so unbelievable that we were there til seven am. the next day for alex and i consisted of laying in bed, watching the office, an old rob zombie film, more office and then burritos. pathetic, and absolutely divine.

alyssa and i hung out with her fam one weekend and went to the blue mountains with the fam. we met a lil british boy who was four and we fell in love with him. being with the gantz family is always great. they are such a family. lil homey house in plymouth which you always feel welcomed at with no cable--sitting there talking about life instead of being lured by tube. the family is just so real. jeremy was here but ryan wasn't. i had a couple of amazing meals with them and was very thankful to have a friend who's family makes me feel so welcome and part of their fam. i love them.

what else what else. ah yes, how can i forget...anna and i rocking out sydney. we have been trying to imagine what sydney is going to do when we leave and we can't quite figure it out. we had a ridiculous day last week on melbourne cup. we got dressed up with flowers in our hair and went out to mint during the day. we were pretty set on the alcohol when at 1:30 we realized it was stil light outside and we were wasted. we kinda thought it was a big deal and decided to take numerous pictures of us wasted with our sunnies on. after that we were hungry, made some phone calls...a quite memorable one to hamoodi, and then went to darling where we persisted to eat at three different bars and get an unecessary passionfruit martini since i messed anna up and told her to bet only for place, not win, for the seventh race. then the damn horse won. dont worry, i reckon i got enough shit for it.

besides being obsessed with people and being a stalker with alex at work and telling people we dont know that we love them, its been pretty calm here. its pretty messed up how that right when we get situated we have to think about leaving. i guess that's how life if at this age. that's how i would always want life to be rather. i dont want to ever feel stuck or not able to try something new. i would hate that. i like that i am going to thailand and i dont know where i am staying yet. i like how i am going to work in boston on new years, but i dont know how long i am going to be there for. i like that i am hopefully moving to la but can have random appearances in boston whenever i want and be with people i miss. everything messes with your head at this age, politics, feelings, emotions, life. it makes us stronger i guess.
oh and alex and i have been talking to exotic animals a lot.















